Thursday, December 31, 2015

food during the christmas time

Ähm I forgot to mention julgodis. How could I forget that? Julgodis is christmas candy that you make yourself. I made them with my hostmother. Not the ones in the picture.

During christmas you also eat a lot of oranges and gingerbread and drink julmust. I ate so much of this.


What do Swedes eat on New Years Eve? It's a lot. The only things I can really describe are swedish meatballs and potatoes. But I have a photo for you.

vanliga jugodis

Christmas Eve food. 

Lucia, christmas, bruises and stuff

Christmas Eve
christmas tree with swedish flag
I haven't blogged in AGES, I know. And I start every blogpost like that, so maybe we can just let it be and face the truth: I'm bad at blogging regularly. The past few months have been gray, cold, windy, unexciting mostly. Really not the most fun.

We celebrated Lucia in church. It was basically half an hour of singing, but very nice. Lucia is a celebration and quite a big thing in Sweden. They celebrate it to bring light into the dark time of the year. One girl dresses up as Lucia. She wears a crown with candles on her head. And then there are other girls singing with her. You celebrate it on the 13th of december.


baking gingerbread

But they don't celebrate Saint Nicholas as we do in Germany. I spend the time before christmas not doing much. Baking gingerbread, buying presents, watching a lot of Netflix, reading books. I actually started running. And I used to hate running. My stamina is so bad, but one day I just felt like going for a run. So I did. And then I did the day after. It was warm in the middle of december. 5-10°C. And then it got too cold. And a few days after christmas the snow came. So that was my attempt to start running. I'm not gonna sign up for a gym. Because I don't like running on a treadmill.  
during christmas time. In a cafe with Noemi


buying christmas presents with Noemi
Christmas was coming up and mormor (maternal grandma) came to visit. We had a nice christmas, went to church, watched Donald Duck (Kalle Anka) at 3pm as good Swedes do and ate swedish christmas food. It's a tradition in Sweden to watch one hour of old disney cartoons on christmas eve. Nobody really likes it but they do it anyway.

In the morning we decorated the christmas tree. We used a chain of swedish flags as well. It looks as though we were really patriotic. But we're not. I put it on the tree. And there is a video of me doing that, but I can't post it.
Christmasfood. Julmust (swedish christmas drink), Caviar, and Nürnberger Bratwurst :)

On the 26th we went to Dalarna to visit the family (paternal). We had 2 nice days together. Good food, boardgames, nice talks. 2 really cozy days.

On the 28th of december we were ice skating and I learned that I am REALLY bad at ice skating. I left the frozen football field with super cold feet, bruises everywhere (I still have them) and broken self confidence. But I still had a good time :) I would do it again.

It got super cold on the 29th. Minus 12 degrees in the morning and minus 8 during the day. I was out a lot that day.

Right now it is the 31th of december. I haven't done anything yesterday and not today either. We are having a movie night with the family, much food and at 12pm we will go outside and look at the firework.

You see, winter/christmas time has been very cozy  and not so exciting. But I liked it that way. Before christmas I was beginning to feel super depressed and homesick. And the christmas spirit couldn't catch me. The thought of spending christmas without my family was sad, but then I had a really good christmas and it was fine afterwards. But the swedish winter really got me. It was dark at 3pm everyday, it was cold, a lot of rain in the warmer days, quite windy (they had some storms in the south of Sweden). And then loneliness. I was very close to coming home for a few days. I wanted some time off. I had it all planned. But then I decided not to go, because I was feeling better after christmas.

Not everything is great all the time. But I'm doing good right now. I wish you all a fun New Years Eve and a happy new year.

Franzi

Friday, November 20, 2015

Uppsala in some pictures








a lake in a forest in Vattholma

                                                             by Uppsala's river

                                                                in my favorite café

                                                   

                                                                          by the river


                                                          one of my favorite places in Uppsala, the river


                                                                   in the centralstation


                                                            a painting of me




                                                                 the river by night (4pm ;)   )


                                                                         on the bus


                                                              another picture of my favorite café


                                                             landscape in the morning



                                    At the mainroad

                               
                          Swedish autumn in all the beautiful colours
                           Noemi and me fed the ducks who live in Uppsalas river with some bread







Lessons I learned so far

I'm writing an essay about this in my swedish class right now, so it inspired me to do a blogpost about this. 


It's not so bad.

Being grateful
More than anytime in my life I feel grateful. For the whole adventure I got to go on, and for all the small things that are atually pretty big, that I always took for granted. Like having enough to eat, having a place to sleep, having good people around me, being loved, being abe to do what I want to do.

You're so much stronger than you think
I often feel like I've reached my limit. But that's not true. I still got a lot of energy. And I fixed so many difficulties. You solve one problem and then you solve another problem and after that you solve another problem. But that's fine.

I got limits
I also had to learn the opposite. That there are limits. And sure, stepping over a certain line a little bit is always good. It's the only way to success. But you shouldn't go to far. I learned it the hard way, when I studied super much in the beginning. I spent many days on translating swedish texts. It helped me a lot with my swedish but I felt burned out after a while. And this is not what I came here for. So I had to admit, that I do have limits. And that I should listen to myself more.

Trying new things is a good way to get to know yourself better
I started painting for example. I was never interested in art, I always thought I couldn't paint, but I started to enjoy it very much. Or pole dancing, which seemed like the weirdest thing to do, but now I'm very passionated about it. And weird swedish food of course. I say YES to everything. Well most of the time :)

I also learned to be more honest with others and myself.



Health

I learned that health is the most valuable thing to have. Mentally and physically. The exchange year is often exhausting, (especially in the beginning) and if I wasn't healthy I couldn’t enjoy this. Also I put on some weight and it does not bother me. It just makes me even more healthy. So I'm really grateful for not having any health problems.


100 days! a few thoughts

Today is day 100 for me in Sweden. When I looked at my timer today and saw that number, I was shocked. I started to think of what I've already done and what I want to do. Time flies so fast here. You just close your eyes once and then another week is over again. The last 3 months before I left Germany, felt like 2 years. I figured it is, because of all the crazy stuff that happened. Like these kind of things you'll remember when you're 75. Remarkable. And here the weeks pass, I'm in school most of the time and I do some fun stuff after school and on the weekends. And I like going to school here, I like all my teachers a lot and I don't even mind studying so much. That's my theory on why time passes so quickly here. But I'm happy, I'm so happy to be here. And I talked about it to a friend, who said: It does not matter how fast the time flies, as long as you're happy. It already is remarkable if you are happy.  And really, I couldn't ask for more than this deep joy.

My adventure so far has been difficult and beautiful.  


And I love my german family and friends so much, but I stopped missing you. I'm right there, where I belong. And I wouldn't want it any other way.


An exchange year is a roller coaster ride, everyone has told me that a thousand times. And I discovered how true it is. One week ago I was super down and now I'm euphoric. And it comes out of nothing. Sometimes you suddenly get super happy, when everything is just super bad. And sometimes you're super sad and don't even understand the reason. Then you have to make sure, that you do things that make you happy again. Like you had bipolar disorder. But it's normal they say.


And even if you think that nobody cares about you and how you feel, (which is not true) and nobody tells you how brave or how strong you are. Then you just have to tell it yourself. It might be super hard to say: "I did good and it didn't work though, but it was the best I could do and I'm happy with what I did." It's super important. It's a lesson I learned here.



"And every battle scar I have, if nothing else, it's proof
That I fucked up more times than I should've
More times than I would've liked, if I could take it back I still wouldn't
Cause life is a roller coaster ride
I make it if I try"



And I might complain a lot. About the weather, about Swedes. But honestly I love all of this so much and I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world.




Saturday, November 14, 2015

Photos I never posted

I just realized that I forgot to share so many photos with you. Here they are:







When we visited the family in Darlana





Naturhistorisches Museum in Stockholm

Moosepark! :)

Last weekend I was in a moose park (älgpark) with my hostfamily. It was very nice! I was even able to stroke them. For all non german speakers: elchestreicheln means stroking mooses. So I finally completed my mission, I guess :D We were on waggons and the guide talked about the mooses in swedish and english, with the most wonderful swedish accent I've ever heard. The world is a bad place, politics are rough right now, but as long as  there is that swedish farmer that loves his mooses and tells people from all over the world in english with this wonderful accent about the animals, I'm good and I have faith in humanity. It's soothing. Mes condoléances à Paris. Be safe.

    a blurry photo of a moose warning sign 

 A baby moose :)


 Here you can see how cose the mooses were.

"We have a Santa Claus museum as well" Uhm okay... disturbing :D
 Later I had a sleepover with a few exchange students and we had pizza from a real pizza oven.

Saturday, October 31, 2015

in deutsch, Gedanken

Das Auslandsjahr bringt mich viel zum Nachdenken. 1500km von Zuhause fange ich plötzlich an darüber nachzudenken, was ich mit meinem Leben anfangen will und große Entscheidungen zu treffen. Weit weg vom Alltag und mit einem komplett neuem Lifestyle beginne ich darüber nachzudenken, was ich gerne besser machen würde, wenn ich zurück nach Deutschland komme. Begreife, wie privilegiert ich bin, beginne dankbar zu sein, für Sachen, die früher selbstverständlich waren.

Gestern habe ich ein Sudoku gemacht, ich glaube ich werde super langweilig, aber dafür mache ich auch wieder ganz andere komplett neue Sachen, die seltsam erscheinen, sage Ja zu allem. Entweder es ist überraschend gut oder es ist scheiße und dann habe ich später wenigstens eine Geschichte zu erzählen. Von dem Moment als ich Kalles Kaviar gegessen habe zum Beispiel oder andere awkward situations, als ich to do someone statt to be at someone's place auf schwedisch gesagt habe. (Jaja, die Präpositionen. An euch Austauschschüler sagt niemand jag är på NAME seid, niemals :D )Ich bin kein Fan von Kalles Kaviar aber:" At least I tried." :)


Außerdem habe ich wieder entdeckt, was mir mal wichtig war, mich interessiert hat. Habe bemerkt, dass ich eine überzeugte Feministin bin, es mir wichtig ist, gegen Fremdenfeindichkeit vorzugehen, dass Psychologie wirklich ist,was ich später machen will und auch dass ich Sudokus mag. So bescheuert das klingt.

everyday life ( and autumnholidays)

Hey
I want to tell you about my everyday life here in Sweden. For me it's nothing special anymore, obviously,but it's the thing I get the most questions most about, so I decided to do a blogpost about it.

School starts 8:30 for me everyday. Except for monday. On monday, it's 10:25. So I usually get up at 6:30, get ready and eat breakfast, then I take the bus at 7:30 to Uppsala. I have two or three lessons before lunch, which I eat at about 12am. We have to walk 10 minutes through the city to get to "matsalen", the cafeteria. The lunch is free, as I might have already mentioned a few times. Then we go back to school and have a few more lessons. My swedish is going okay, I guess. There are people that I talk only swedish with, like my little hostbrother Aaron and most classmates. But there are also people, that I only talk english with, like most friends and exchange students. To my hostfamily I speak both, swedish and english. Same with my teachers. But I write most of my tests in english at the moment, like psychology and sociology. That might be a little too hard in swedish, at the moment. Beside that I also wrote an english test- in english obviously, a french test- in french, and an italian test- in italian and swedish. It is quite a lot to study for, but my teachers are super sweet and supportive, so it's fine.
My school ends at 4pm two times a week, at 5pm once, at 2pm once,  and at 18:15 on mondays, because I have an extra swedish course in my school after my usual lessons with 10 other exchange students. After that, we often have fika together in my favorite café, vox.
I do parkour and gymnastics on wednesday. Also I sometimes go to a church youth group with my older hostbrother David. I started painting, though I have never been a big fan of art, but it's very fun though. I meet up with Noemi (hungarian exchange student) and a friend which is in her class once a week in vox café's atelier and we spend one or two hours painting, talking and having fika. Last week, I found out that the school has a gym. It's not open yet but it will open soon, so David (my older hostbrother) and me bought a gym card. Also I go dancing with Noemi. I'm considering to join the scouts, because it seems like a fun thing to do, but I don't know if I have time for this.
After school I take the bus home and eat dinner with my host family.

On the weekends, we often do things with the family, like visiting relatives (most of them live in beautiful Darlana), going on short trips, or going other places, like museums, the swimming pool or eating out. Chinese food mostly. And sometimes we stay at home the whole weekend, so everyone rests a little, I meet up with friends and watch netflix a lot. We watch many movies together as a family, also on weekdays.


Today is saturday and we had one week of autumnholiday. I had a few days, where I did nothing but resting, but I also met friends, went to the swimming pool with my family, went to the naturhistorisk museet with them and had a good time.

By the way, I don't know if I will write my blog in german and swedish, or english. It's good for practising swedish, but I can't really express myself and tell everything I want to tell. I think I'll just change, and do it however I want to. Plus, it takes such a long time!

The chaos in my head with a these languages is not so bad anymore. German and english are the languages I think with. I also started thinking in swedish sometimes, which is pretty cool, but maybe 1% of my thoughts. Writing or speaking french or italian is pure torture for my brain still. The swedish word is always the frst thing that comes to my mind, when I tell my brain to think in another language than german or english. And then I think of the french or italian word. So my french is far from being fluent! When I wrote an essay in french, I even forgot the french word for today and couldn't find it until the essay was over. But it does not matter anyway, because my french class is very bad, they ony speak swedish, not a single french word. I can't blame them, all they do is watching easy movies in french with subtitles and writing essays. They never get to speak the language. The teacher speaks 50% french, 50% swedish during the lessons. It took me a while to figure that out, I can't exactly tell if he's speaking swedish or french, because the languages are about at the same level for me.

I'm gonna eat breakfast now, and then read a book for my english class, later I will go to the recycling station with my hostfather, probably. Maybe I will tell you about it, if it's not exactly like the german recycling stations. They say it's a big thing here, you go there sometimes on saturdays and you meet many neighbours or friends there. But as I think of it now, it does not seem to be any different from Germany. Well anyway, I hope you have a good day.

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

At the grandparents

Hallo. Ich bin wieder zurueck. Die letzte Zeit war stressig. Deswegen habe ich mich nicht gemeldet. Ich haeb viele Arbeiten geschrieben und bin generell viel unterwegs. Am Wochenende haben wir die Grosseltern väterlicherseits besucht. Und die Tante mit ihrer Familie. Sie leben auf einem Bauernhof, der sehr sehr schwedisch aussieht. Und in dem Ort gibt es viele Seen. Ich habe viel fotografiert. Vor allem die Haustiere. Am Sonntag hatten wir ein Treffen mit anderen Gastfamilien und Austauschschuelern. Es war sehr lustig, finde ich. Ich habe viele neue Ideen bekommen. Wir hatten fika und habe ueber die Zeit in Schweden gesprochen.

Hej. Jag är tillbaka. Den senasten tiden var jätte jobbigt. Så ni har inte hörd från mig. Jag har skrivad mångo prov och jag är alltid väldigt upptaget. På helgen har vi träffad farfar och farmor i Dalarna. Och faster med sin familj. De bor i en stor bondgård i Dalarna som ser ut jätte svenskt. JAg ahr fotograferad mycekt. Framför allt husdjuren :)
I söndag hade vi ett möte med andra värdfamiljer och uttbytestudenter. Det var jätte kul, tycker jag. Jag   Vi har ätit fika och pratade om tiden i Sverige.

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

Prince Daniel in my school and Northern Lights

07.10.2015
Today I saw Prince Daniel. He was at our school. With 3 other people. Doing a presentationsbout entrepreneurship (how to build and run companies basically). Why did he came to MY school? Because it's kinda fancy. It's a great school and many people want to go there. And a few of the nobel laureats went to the school. And the guy who invented skype. He was also there today . We had to stand when the prince entered. That was weird for everyone. Because in Sweden everyone is equal. And you never stand up when the teacher enters the room or something. But he didn't had much to say, it was mostly the skype-guy who talked. It was quite interesting I think, but I couldn't understand everything.


After training, it was about 22:15, my hostfather, bigger hostbrother and me drove home and I started to see the northern lights. We stopped the car, got out of it and looked at it. It was so impressing. It was the first time for all of us to see northern lights. We drove home, put on some warmer clothes and drove around to find a place where it's completely dark without any disturbing lights. Because in our village there were too many streetlights. It was only my hostfather, my hostsister and me.  On the way, I saw a shooting star and made a wish :) I have only seen 2 or 3 shooting stars in my whole life.  We found a field, there were two rabbits that I could see and I don't see many rabbits in wildlife usually. So that was quite cool too.  We watched the northern lights and the stars for a while. It was very beautiful. The northern lights were not so strong as you know them from pictures but though it was so cool to see how quick they moved
What you expect

 What it looked like in the village next to vattholma
How we saw it

. Sadly I didn't bring my camera to Sweden. That was a bad decision because in 6-7 weeks that I'm here now, I have already seen so many beautiful things that I don't want to forget about. Today we spoke about the northern lights and people told me that you can't see them in Uppsala. Or once in 10 years. I am so lucky!
It was very cold, so we drove home. At home my hostfather told us about his time in the military. Because at an earlier time you had to go to the military education. But now you don't. It was the same thing in germany. But these storys are not so fun. Hearing how they had to sleep outside when it was very cold, or in a tent when it was -35°C outside is more interesting.

How can one be so lucky? Crazy how much great things happened today. I'm very happy to be here and to experience all these nice things, that I wouldn't experience in Germany. 

Saturday, October 3, 2015

Culture: Swedish food

Hey again. I thought this post was lost, I wrote it this week and then I shut down my computer without thinking. But here it is:

When it comes to food, Sweden and Germany is very different.

Here are some things that I think are remarkable:

Milk:
Swede's drink a lot of milk with their food. In my school cafeteria there are 2 kinds of drinks that you can choose between. Water and milk. In my previous swedish school, there was another kind of drink. It's saft. And there's such a strange way of opening the milk package. It's so conplicated. I can't describe it because I can't open it either. But every Swede can. I really need to learn it to be swedish. 

Saft:
Saft is basically syrup with water. Swede's drink it a lot. It's very good. You can have it in different flavors, such as: Pear, orange, elderflower...
(Swede's like to have pear flavour in their drinks. They also have normal water with a little pear flavour in it. My hostmother loves it very much ;) )

time of the meals
Swede's eat early. Lunch between 11 and 12 o'clock. Dinner between 6pm and 7pm.
3 o'clock is Fikatime!

FIKA:
It's what german would call "Kaffee und Kuchen", something like teatime in England. In the classical way, It's drinking coffee and eating cake, or some bakery stuff. But now every snack you have together with someone is a fika. Fika is a meal that is about having a nice chat with someone


kanelbullar
It does not look as good as it tastes. But when I had my first kanelbullar, It was stunning. There's a special way to eat it. From the outside to the inside, in circles. Because in the middle there's the most cinnamon. 

Princesstarta

I just had it once, but it's very good :)




coffee
You can get coffee wherever and whenever you want to It's quite cheap in the most places. Swede's drink a lot of coffee and start drinking coffee at an early age.

Tack for maten.
You always say thank you for the food to the person who cooked. I think that is a nice gesture and I wish we'd do that in Germany more often.